Believe

Sometimes,
I forgot about what is the purpose for me to exist here.
I use to be the one who makes everyone happy.
And i enjoy being that kind of person.
I love peoples sharing their problems to me,
that make myself a person who is trustworthy.
but sometimes,
too much secrets make myself fat.
But still,
i'm glad when others want to share their problem with me. :)
Will you willing to listen to me?
But even there is someone out there who is willing to listen to my problem,
i wouldn't tell also.
Sometimes,
I don't even know what my problem is.
I acted normally and someone told me,
"why were you so quiet today?"
"Nah, I was just tired."
I admit i am emotional.
I acted hyperactively in front of everyone,
but when i am alone myself,
i start thinking something "extraordinary".
I can't help it.
But don't worry.
I'm definitely normal.
I always try to make sure that,
when i need someone,
the "someone" will always there.
I'm not desperate.
Sometimes, all of us will need this someone, for no reason. :)
I always need him/her.


But actually,
even if you don't believe,
God is always there.
Jesus always love us.
And that's the reason i holding on for so long.
Because I believe.

With love,
Echen.