See ya, 1st year..

Finally,
here comes the study week.
Experienced a lot in this semester actually.
Tears joy sorrow heartbreak...
Thanks God everything has come to an end soon.
Was chosen to be the committee of CF.
That was a surprise.
I'm glad that God given me this chance.
and to get close with new bunch of ppl.
And as i committed in this society, i know He will be with me.

*Let's serve Him and people around us with P.E.A.C.E. ;)

Next sem will be a chaos. I can forecast that.
With myself in charge in 3 camps, i know i can hardly breathe with that busy schedule.
Do not be weary, for everything is still in His control.
Time to learn to be more discipline.

As my 1st year is come to an end,
that means I'll soon have junior,
and I'll lose a bunch of seniors that really take good care of me.
Words couldn't express my gratitude,
so a simple thank you will do,
and I'll surely miss all of you.
Wu Ke Wei, Joshua, James, Richard, Edmond, Issac, Joy, Kheng Swee...
and a lot of others...

I'll sure miss sitting on your motor, Wu Ke Wei! :)

Round up this sem...
Really appreciate for certain people existence,
I was really confused and really lost,
but ended up i know i have to make a choice.
Once i really hope that we can be one,
but i know i'm just not the one for you.
and I really miss you.
but For you, i duno what lies in front of us,
and you seriously are people that this care to me...
which i never experience before..
wait God's permission kay?
I'm not a good girl after all.

I'm going to have junior,
that means will have less people dotes me dy.
Can i stay as 1st year forever ah? :P

God,
thanks for being always there.
I love you.


With love,
Chen.
See you.
Work hard for exam ah! :D

Bomb

I know...All are my faults.
I shouldn't hang on for so long..
I shouldn't be this horny...
I shouldn't be...I shouldn't be...
But why is I'm always the lose side...
When u're not ready...I went after you...
When u're on your way...I went after you...
When i'm not so strong...but yet...i'm still with you...
I seriously don't know what to do...
So it meant we're really not meant to each other...
If its real...give me a rest...
I'm suffocating.

God, I hand it to you..
Please..help me can?
Lead me through it all... :(

With love,
Chen.

New Species

I'm the highly extinct species.
Named Damonalicies Piglephantomacies.
Credits to Damon Tan Youngdal. xD


Just when i realised you're right,
everything was too late.


I'm really stubborn die Lord. :(

With Love,
Chen.

Lee Da Ran

Watched a Taiwanese drama 我可能不会爱你，
its about a guy who fell for his best friend but never across the boundaries...
He's always there whenever the girls need him,
he's the one who understand the girl the most...
He sees things inside the girl which nobody realizes it...
the perfect guy for the girl but the girl never feels the same way towards him...


I guess every girls hope there is a Lee Da Ren exist in their world,
me too as I'm a girl.
But i do believe there is pure friendship between guys and girls.
A guy who u can pour all your problems to...
A guy who will protect you but wants nothing back...
A guy who will be your punch bag when nothing feels right...


And I have you,
although we might not end like the characters in the drama,
but i do appreciate ur existence here with me..
"You're the 1st one i thought of keeping as a friend till my last breath."
This is touching. Thanks. :)






God,
I kinda miss him dy...
but i'll humble myself before You,
You know the right time.


With love，
Chen.

So yesterday

Okay,
I'd been neglecting my blog for too long...
To use the tortoise speed of USM's wifi to update can be so annoying.
Hahaha...
February passed,
March is here.
I can said i enjoy your existence with me here since school reopen.
Although we seldom meet each other,
the way you care is quite demanding sometimes,
somehow I'll follow what you said...
I don't what will we end to be,
but i appreciate this kind of caring.


Went to watch Leehom's concert at 3rd of March.
The 3rd times.
Hope it'll be the last time.
He's still as charming as ever.
But i know we're never meant to be.




God,
I love you.
Thanks got loving me.

Roar of Dragon

This new year is so special.
My 1st time spending new year not in my hometown.
The 1st time traveling during new year.
The 1st time didn't go my relatives' house to bai nian.
The 1st time didn't have house warming at home.
Everything is so weird.
But
as long as i'm with my family and friends. :)


Our 1st times spending new year at Uncle Soon's castle.



My new year resolution! Hahaha.

Chu3 is a good day with sistas! Hahaha
Too bad Cleo and Flo not joining us this times. D:



Chu4 I'd reached Phuket, Thai! Hahaha.
Well...It was not really a pleasant trip.
As so many misunderstanding and conflict between our family members...
But thanks god.
We back to M'sia alive! Haha.

There is so much things happened in this new year.
Experienced a heart-break.
Recovered from it. (Actually i don't think its a heart-break la. Just woke up from a nightmare maybe? ;) )
Knowing laopo is leaving.
Sad and happy.
But i do hope everyone enjoyed their new year,
like how i enjoyed mine.
Its okay to be sad,
as long as God is always there to wipe my tears.
Happy new year everyone.
Have a wonderful Dragon year ahead.


With love,
Echen.

F

Phuket trip was a mess.
everything is not fine.
F!

Nobody

Just when i thought at least i have him,
ended up i know nothing about him. D:


One day to go.
But i have no study mood at all.
I'm sorry maths.
My last paper always the worst.


And I'll have a month holiday.
Its always good to be home.
What will be changed in this month?


We always try to be somebody in everyone's heart.
Be smart, be funny, be cool, be nice, be friendly.
But none of us can really please everybody,
all we could do is be the best for the only special one.
That's the only thing that matters isn't it?
You don't have to feel like a waste of space.
You're original, cannot be replaced.
Fireworks. ;)



With love,
Chen.

Imperfection of the Perfections.

Its 1st day of another year!
Happy 2012.


The last day of 2011,
went shopping at Paragin mall.
Shop for the whole day and i got myself a dress for rm25 only. Haha.
and we got 31% special from Baskin Robin...
and thats was the source of the imperfections. :(


Went Gurney.
Shopped and Ate.
blowing bubbles at the sea side.
Childhood memory.
then counted down.
Tai ke dance.
dancing and screaming.
and ended our day with tiredness.


I don't mean to ruin anything.
i thought it was just a minor thing.
I was angry at why you were angry.
But I shouldn't right?
I should be the one who understands your problem when nobody does.
I should value you more than a cup of ice-cream.
Okay.
I know I messed up everything.
What a wonderful start of 2012.


God,
i want to draw nearer to you..
But there are obstacles here and there that blocked my way.
Did i lost my heart?
Please keep it for me.
I love you.


With love,
Echen